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Saturday, June 26, 2004
ALrite... i woke up just to find myself doing work.. like i always do hahaha... but i guess nowadays i am quite so much more slacker than last time... its the last week of holidays and so much more things i wish to do yet i didnt get to do.. i still have so many tutorials i have to finish first... Sigh... all the movies... all the outings... i can say continue dreaming till theres no council work... no more school work... how i wish i could just go out with my friends or just spend solid time with my kor but sigh... but nevermind... i will survive haha.. and thank God for such an understanding brother... hehe...
well i think the highlight for the day is actually the bbq... its organised by the welfare committee and alrite haha well done... in terms of the food... its far better than... haha and theres games dance... good... but then there comes truth or dare... Mmm at first, alrite.. then... WAH LAO!!!! LEOW ACTUALLY ASKED CHEAN XIU BROTHER TO KISS DAWN!!! WHAT THE SHIT!!! i tell u at that time i really felt like scolding leow f*** y** ... which many of you know i dun... but i control... fine... its really... damn it... but the comforting thing is that for the whole night... i didnt even once got hit by it so i dont need to dare or truth... yup...
But one thing i also realise.. actually i am very attach to my kor... haha.. at least on my side here yes... the first thing i do when it happen... i sms my kor... well ahha its not only once but actually many times... i think all times.. haha i somehow never cease to confide in him... guess i am very comfortable with him... and of course i am felt very secure with him... naturally.. i trust him a lot and haha love him a lot too... but i think sometimes guess i got to tone down a little, otherwise i think soon he will be freaked out... haha... but he will be my brother forever... whatever it may be... haha in fact ya.. he teased me abit just now.. but i wasnt angry haha.. it cheered me up a little.. at least when i read the msg.. i smiled... then lift up my head see them angry again haha...but one thing really put me in so called dilemma... now.. if its my kor who kiss dawn... Mmmmmm... to say jealous.. yes, a little... but to be angry like what i felt just now.. i really dont think i will... i mean, i love this brother a lot.. and its so much that, i dont just so easily got angry or jealous... i cant bear to say suddenly angry with him, or just blast at him.. i see him only.. alrite soft already... sometimes.. when he and his gf together... i felt like as if i am their child like that hehe... i am usually the kiddy one... hahaha... its also partially cause.. somehow many would know... i dont really show the kid side of me to everyone... at least not that often... in front of others.. tend not to feel so comfortable being that youthful childish me... but when with my dear kor.. somehow i just become young and kiddy haha... its like a young kid feeling safe in the protection of his big brother... yup.. thats how i feel.. thats y i usually just portray the true self to silvest, the kiddy... the naive... younger brother... haha... when i truly love.. i seriously love all the way... and i really love my brother so... but soon in say 1 yr time he would be in ns... aww i am going to miss him a whole lot...but patriotic huh haha... if i dont defend for the country who will... haha.. thats one thing i will never consider seriously... if can just put me in medic haha or may be police officer then 2 years later pass out hehe... and oops i think i have passed the "..." virus to kor now he is also going ... haha... but well hahaha... actually after getting to know siyi better.. haha one nice girl she is really.. fun... interesting yes i agree... haha and actually she is a beauty... i mean how u define beauty... beauty is in the eye of the beholder hehehe... for her.. she is elegant and class yup.. thats her beauty... haha as for dawn... well... cute and sweet hehe... yes i do like classy things... esp those more u know britain's crest, those more monarchial type.. haha find them style.. and cool.. filled with authority, power and impt the kind of heritage and culture and history behind wow nice haha... but then... i dont go for older girls haha... and i will never snatch my bro's girl yup! haha...
And yes Dawn.. Hmmm... lets just say let nature take course... moreover she doesnt like me sigh so sad... always me liking.. its always one sided...but i think i am starting to get use to that... it dont really seem to bother me so much already...
All in all, with at least some good friends like dawn, chean xiu, yi hao, etc and such a great brother haha... i must say my life is not wasted ... yup yup!!
Remembering On|6/26/2004 12:19:00 AM|
The Sun Rises and a whole new era begins...
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