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Friday, June 11, 2004
Ho Ho Ho... not merry christmas, but this is going to be long... 2 eventful day.. and i am like blogging at what time ??? oh gosh, almost 1 am... i am not kidding, but i feared if i blog tomorrow i might forget some of the great memories...
alright lets start from yesterday... in fact right now i have forgotten abit already.. but well... alrite.. yesterday was fun... me went for i think meeting, or something like that.. then when everything is over, of course its home time... dawn and yi hao went off together, i thought they going home, but no... haha i met them when i was on my way home... they were at a hawker centre nearby... i juz walk over just to say harlow! then dawn suddenly said, want to join us??? haha i am know what kor is going to say next... then of coz people offered... such a good deal, alrite... after all i also want it yeah... wink... then the three of us really had a great lunch, chatting and eating, and joking... then now its really home time... we went back, and i got the whole video to do... then while iwas editing, ahha i was chatting with dawn as she so happen to be online, then i sort of trash things out with her and became quite thick skin... you know very unusual of me... haha... like as if right... haha... but yeah we had a great chat, got to know each other better, in fact i felt that though there aint much possibility that i can be her stead but... but... there's a great possibility of a great friendship, serious... but well ,that will see how i respond in this period of time...
Nightfall, there's soemthing i am very touched about... well, kor actually told me he will be online, but it was very late, like i think was 12 ++, then i thought Mmm perhaps he's tired and went to bed, course haha he is indeed very bz, not with work but i dont know wat... and he usually sleep quite early... but no... almost 1, a window pop up, "here i come, arthur" ... i was like wow.. he's not asleep, came online just to talk to me.. i was so touched, but was quite a bad time to talk, my eyes were like closing anytime... i have been bz with the video for the whole aftnn and was rather tired... brain cells dying out... haha... but still i managed to share with him about my encounter with my dear princess... at least in my heart she is... but kor was a little high... haha 'hysterical'... what a word to use here, but yes... hha but its alright, i mean his intention is very right.. he didnt want me to pin to high a hope just to find myself falling in the end, and get downright, fathomlessly hurt... very nice of him, especially during time when he is high, yet he still can use his own methods to care, very very sweet of him... haha.. though i think he talk abit faster than me... course actually i wanted to say that dawn is more like a sister to me now... but haha, i didnt make it to say it course his post appeared faster than mine,but i did tell him anyway...
haha then for today, well, at the meeting... Mmmmm alright, not too bad, just that suddenly i have a longing to be in a committee... haha, well general exco is nice as in well, we see the overview... we are so call the top, the frontline... but i felt we are a bit quite detach... i can hear the speaker go, well this com this, that com that... ok diff colour for diff com... then erm, exco??? we are not coms, then what??? no colour???haha but well... at times i guess its like that, they tend to be a bit carried away... then at night, well ya, that bbq, its terrible as in, the distance,the price... its all the way at kovan... and worse still $10... me and wende was joking that," lets call dawn and yihao, lets go marina south, cheaper, nearer... ahhaha... but we end up there anyway...then many a times, i am teased... simon kept asking me why am i so quiet so recently.. am i??? i think kor, you will disagree, i am actually very noisy haha... just that somethings not that open to be said... but well... me and dawn we know whats going on... though they never specifically say who... but we just quietly eat our lamb chops... oh yes the lamb chop was tough... haha... my teeth almost broke eating it...
Then when we are going home... of course the arthur is back... i mean i said what.. king arthur is revived... i sms-ed her to sms me the moment she reached home... well.. when i am on the cab... i was waiting for her sms, i was like oh is she home yet, is she is she.. haha... till she say "i am home", then go sigh of relief... phew! haha naz and pj was on the same cab as me... they were saying that i sounded like a zombie when i was talking to them... haha yes, course my full attention was on the phone.. waiting for the one msg.. but i admit i sort of forgotten the rest, but i made up, but checking when i reached home...
On the cab... well, i overheard pj saying that kor is going to hold a bbq at his place... mmm i was like huh??? how come i dont know one... then i go Mmmmm either they never tell me... or kor never tell me... or kor never tell them either... but they knows... so i go mmmmmm..... haha... answer is obvious.. guess kor thought they would inform me... but Mmmmmm....
Lets go for something more positive.. ahha finally, i heard the beautiful voice of my dear kor haha.. havent heard it in ages...i really mean ages... i had a lot of 'silent'chat with him... haha.. but well... i finally get to hear his voice... to me thats cool... you all will understand when you miss someone, and every time you meet him... hardly do you hear him speak.. you only see him... yup... i am looking forward to the bbq at his place.. haha... but i think his gf will also be around, thus of course i know what i shld not do... i wun go hugging him that is... but somehow... he is able to give me the sense of security i think... haha sound like girl rite... but well, lets be truthful, even guys would want security... whats the big deal with hugging him... in his hug, i do feel the warmth.. i really feel like i am with my family... he is really like my big brother... then in the arms of a big brother.. i felt very cosy and protected... can just cast aside all thats in my mind... i dont hug anybody one... it takes great closeness before i will hug someone... and by the fact that i actually took the initiative to hug him.. that shows to me... how close is he... very close... though i have many encounters with my princess... but in every encounter the first person i will think of is kor... whenever i am happy, i just felt like sharing with him... whenever i am down... the first one i seek is also him... seriously this is queer for a christian, course the first one i seek shld be God... but yet it isnt, its my kor, its a man... but well... sometimes i agree i can get very rebellious...
oh man... its 2 am now... haha time to end off...
before i end off... kor i really love you a lot hehe... but princess... i also love you, so dont jealous haha... my friends... you all too... If God can bring such a great brother to me... i am sure He can bring one to you all too.... AMEN!
Remembering On|6/11/2004 12:52:00 AM|
What a long recount....
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