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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
A Page from his secret diary...
2 September 2004
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Another fine day had pass... well, recently life has been a rush, moving from one place to another, working from the glare of light to the darkness of night... preparing myself for the war to come, and preparing those whom i love and care, equipping them with all they need to fight this common war.. its a battlefield out there, but with all the advanced artilleries and all the armors... coupled up with wisdom and intelligence, i believe all of us will win this crucial war... We do not know what our foe had for us, they are just so vast... but out of prediction and assumption, we are spotting, we are trying out best to be as prepared as possible just to bring our enemy down... But i believe just with our faith and our unity, we will win... We are all charging towards the same vision, the same enemy...
Well.. recently something not very pleasing, or rather disgusting thing had happened, yet lets just say we put that aside... the important thing here is, i am glad and really blessed and thankful that in this totally awful incident, God turn the table and brought me blessings instead... Out of full trust i spoke to Him... and the next moment, also with full trust i spoke to him... i shared with him everything, without doubts... i trusted him totally.. from then on, i started to trust...but still on my guard... still wary of some, but the few, i learnt to trust them.. in a hideous political world, trust is not a factor to consider... to trust is to make yourself vulnerable, but though so, i trusted... my 2nd elder bro, well he found himself a new brotherhood... well i shouldnt sae i found a new brotherhood, but recently theres 3 added into my family... i still holds 1 family... and now from 3 brothers, now i have 6 brothers wow haha.... i am really glad... Prince Yi hao, Gabriel and Weijie, they have gained my full trust and love... among all salutation, brother or sis, is a very difficult word for me... But they gained all the trust, and all the love... that now i am able to open my mouth and be able to call them brother, freely... it just comes from the heart... All who know me, u know very well how hard it is to even trust... and now to sae full trust and love... Wow... haha.. but that dont mean the status of my 1st 3 brothers are undermined... i love them all equally as well, Bro Chee Chang, Bro Silvest, Bro Yong Hui well, i love them all as well... and care for then all still, but now we have an addition to our enlarging family in this Arthurian Empire... How great isnt it???
Now for something slightly solemn... well... Mmm recently i have been very talkative.. thats true.. i thought most of the time i always quite passive and quiet, well, its time i make some noise but i became v impressed by Minister Apple, Nazerah and Prince Weijie... i found that its very tiring to keep up the noise... whenever i stop... wow.. i started catching lots of breath... seriously i dont think i have much breathe to carry on... i am tone-ing down once again... its really not easy to make noise actually...i think i wld most likely return to my phatom life...
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Remembering On|9/22/2004 11:47:00 PM|
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