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Sunday, September 12, 2004
A page from Prince Arthur's Diary...
... Well Well, for the past few weeks, life has been improving, not great yet, but at least there're signs of improvement... Work, work and work, thats what fills my past weeks... i guess work has became the norm...
... However, i must say, i have fallen to pestilence... very unfortunate but yes... my eye suffered slight infection, by what i do not know... and now having slight migraine... but Praise God for His healing.. i am recovering...
... Life has been so dry, i wonder what is going on... life seems to be quite dread... but thank God... here comes Gabriel... not the angel, but the angel like... There he comes... out of his mouth comes a song which rings in my mind...
"Let the weak say I am strong
let the poor say I am rich
let the blind say I can see
it's what the Lord has done in me
Hosanna hosanna to the Lamb that was slain
Hosanna hosanna Jesus died and rose again
Into the river I will wade
There my sins are washed away
From the heavens mercy streams
Of the Savior's love for me
I will rise from waters deep
Into the saving arms of God
I will sing salvation songs
Jesus Christ has set me free"
... and the words kept appearing before me in many many texts... and on my knees i prayed... a song that awakened me... brought back the calling thats in my life... Where's the passion??? The passion to make a difference??? The fire seems to be diminishing... i felt serving quite a dread... i felt leading quite a pain... but with a surge of faith... the fire started burning... i felt burdened for some of whom i love... i am awakened from the carnal life i had adopted... but here i come... Elohim, Hear my cry... Forgive me i pray... lead me and guide me... Bring back the fire to make a difference in the life of other, the compassion and love... Bring back the who i am...
... Silence was the answer... I do not know what it meant but its a good answer... It brought me peace and calmness... the quiet waters, the green pasture... The Shepherd is there...
... I've regain my peace... i viewed the blogs... find out how are those whom i love are doing... indeed many aint very well.. yet i felt rather helpless... What can i do to help??? If it takes my all, i will put it in... I want to see excellence to start burning in them once again... For some, pestilence has also caught them... Brother Yong Hui is one... but by faith i know he is healed... Brother Chee Chang.. seriously i do not know... hope i get the answer soon... i hope somethings aint true... Brother Silvest.. better than in the past, but then still suffering from academiphobia... Brother Gen Xian erm... haha started his quest to fight the lazy one, but then.. the war has yet ened... Brothers Weijie and Yihao, haha same, as crazy, but as hardworking... their efforts will be rewarded one day... Sister Siying, not bad huh haha... good for her... Sisters Vivien and Hannah still slightly fidgety but i know they will be fine... Of course, theres this she, she is still rather confused with her work.. she will do it... dont know what i can do, but i will find some ways to help her... but i really dont what... Oh God, tell me what... The time is short but theres so many in my mind, at times i dont know who to start helping or rather should i just help all.. some seriously, i dont know what i can do.. but pray and hope in faith...
Remembering On|9/12/2004 07:00:00 PM|
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