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Saturday, October 02, 2004
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Hmmm... What should i say??? Should there be joy, or should there be sadness???
Yesterday was quite a hectic one, with general paper followed by Biology, Hmmm... getting my degree indeed isnt easy... well, all things were fine, but isnt good at all... but the gp paper alone proved one thing, this prince here isnt one who is pro death... facing questions on death penalty, i juz go, my my... at times i do wonder, all along people often told us to stay positive but sometimes, i can understand, it isnt us who wants to be pessimistic, at least not at the first instance... just look at the gp paper.. come on, no wonder students are becoming morbid... death penalty, how far do you expect scientist to solve all problems... wow...
Biology wasnt that bad, actually the questions isnt hard at all, but theres simply too many questions... This time i am faster... but i am still slow for the paper... i barely had enough time to pull it through... But well, whatever it is i leave it to the Most High... i mean what can i do now...
For myself, you can still see all the smiles and laughter on my face... i still have the joy and peace in me... but seriously, i am also at the same time sad... not because of my papers, nor is it due to my performance, but because, i no longer saw the smiles on the faces of those whom i love... one by one, their smiles are juz wiped off their face... i juz felt so heartache, but what can i do??? I am not God, i cant turn their feelings around... Bro Weijie, well, can see that he really tried and work for it... but after gp, well, smiles ya, but that smile is no longer the same as it was then... Dawn... how i wish to see her beautiful radiant smile once again... its been daes since i last saw it... Even for the J2s... look at bro Silvest, during the whole prelim period, any word pertaining to academic should be censored and worse still, he himself censor it away.. his academphobia is getting worse... sis Vivien, full of anxiety.. Mmm... ya, really heartache seeing them like this... sometimes i really hope i can do something to help them... I guess bro chee chang is the best haha.. he's still in the mood for soccer... but i guess its gd also... with smiles almost the whole battle is won...
To you all whom i love...
Hey, dont give up, keep on keeping on... you will reach the light soon... in all things,in all times, stand firm... Keep that hope that you have, bring it higher... In this trying times, what is the best fuel??? Hope, Cheerfulness.. The papers i agree do make us somewhat morbid, but dont be influenced by it, but influence it...I know you all can do it... You are doing fine... Always have the peace and joy in your heart... I love you all...
"... I love the hope, I see in your eyes
For you I would fly, at least I would try
For you I'll take, the last flight out ... "
Yup... Anytime, if you really need help, its juz a call away...
Remembering On|10/02/2004 07:01:00 PM|
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