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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
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Mmm its another day gone... however i still miss yesterday... it was great, really great... just superb...
Well before i go into yesterday, let me say something bout today... today, its math day, i tried to finish my work before i disappear for sunburst... functions, curve sketching... it was a vvvvv hard day, i just realised, i know nth bout curve sketching, i saw the qns... i just go huh... did i ever learn that before... gosh the qns seem to know me better than i know them... anyway, as per norm, i will be riding on my chariots fighting this terrible war... requires really alot of strategies... but then i manage to crack all the qns and finish them, but its not the end theres functions and complex numbers.. sigh... sad... sometimes, math is just so horrendous but anyway, it will stil be powerless before me...
alrite now for the yesterday... well, i am supposed to have bbq with my classmate, but then at the same time the councillors are having dinner together... but it wasnt much of a dilemma... cause well its pretty obvious what my answer would be... i wld get to meet my bro if i go to the council dinner, but i will only meet my horny classmate if i go bbq... of course i wld go find my bro, after all miss him alot, he went to china and finally return but we yet to have a time to really spend together...
We went pizza hut, well, not what i expected at first... but anyway, as usual, i am in absolute silence... frankly i dont know what to say... thats y i normally din say much... i normally dun pour out unless i am close to that person, otherwise its realy like a socialising type of conversation which i use when talking to visitors or guest, but i cant possibly talk to the councillors that manner, can i? what, harlow, how do you do? which jc u came from? thats stupid really, especially to the councillors whom i have worked with for the past 1/2 yr... so i just stay silent... have my food and enjoy the ambience...
Then after all that, its time we get ourselves out of pizza hut... so we went out, some went home, left a few of us in the entertainment centre, there chatting... its been a long while since we last sit down and chat... Naz was interesting... out of the blue she cried... it caught us surprised... at least i was.. bro and apple was talking bout something... then suddenly naz started weeping, me who was smsing, was stunned.. i juz go huh what juz happened??? anyway... we chatted for a while and simon suddenly appeared... haha it was great... but actually not so... it was great coz he could join us, bt not so coz we all can see that he is tired and worn out... i felt its better that he stay home and rest... but nonetheless he was there and that short moment that he was with us is more than enough...
Then well, its so sad, all had to come to an end... we have to part now... we walked home... me, bro, weijie, pj, naz... we walk and walk... till we reached ivory height... this time, bro had to go back... haha supposingly we are to say bye, but then weijie suddenly became the top businessman of the year... so while waiting for that entreprenuer, we continued chatting... i didnt want it to end... bro gabriel stood at the gate, then he suddenly said, waiting for weijie to give me a hug... and i juz go aww, it wld be great if i get to hug u... but of coz i kept it inside me... i thought perhaps he might not want me to... suddenly bro said, "Mmm wonder that bannister guy would hug me"... gosh, i was elated... without hesitation... "I want!" and there i went... haha... i became like a kid suddenly... really a kid... but... now i felt even reluctant to leave... i felt i suddenly juz sort of stick to bro... i didnt want to let go... i wonder when will i get to have such time with him again... i think i am the more pessimisitic one... soon as the holidays i coming to an end.. we would all be busy with our work and the time we get to spend solidly together will dwindle... and nxt year A'levls we would be so busy rushing...
To you all who are reading my blog, well, u too cherish the moments with your friends yup... you wun know how much time u have, but one thing u can be sure of is, u can always put your heart to cherish the moments... no doubt one day, ur friend may get attached and definitely the type of attention u will receive wont be as much as ur friend when he/she is single... but still love even if it does not reciprocate... at least at the end of the day, u can be bold enough to say, u have love, and your life is not wasted...
It is really great, just put down everything and just love... while some may say, Mmm guy hugging guys yuck! Gay! but lets say, we bring a new concept... if girls can hug girls and yet call gd fren, why cant guys hug guys and call it gd fren too??? i am going for pure love... love is a general word... and this love here is brotherly love... i definitely dont see a problem with bro hugging bro... yup... so actually to my juniors... keep your minds clean... think straight... On the whole, i really must say, thank God that He brought forth this friendship with gabriel... it has been great and it will stay great... and i am staying by his nick, cherish the moments... and i will cherish every moment... But it is my greatest wish that me and my dear bro would never have to part... till eternity we stand... I may not vocalise, but theres always a pen and a paper to articulate all thats in my heart... and i want to say, bro gab, i love you... i wouldnt know what will happen, perhaps it may end up like the one with bro silvest, or perhaps the one with bro chang, but i wish this could be different... i hope this would be better... i can get even closer to you... i can build a friendship with you, which i can say close and not closer, best and good friend with no relativity... and i have faith it will...
Remembering On|11/23/2004 10:49:00 PM|
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