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Monday, March 21, 2005
Hey hey, back again for a short message... haha...
well well, if you ask me how's day, i wld tell u, actually not bad, especially on the first day of school... alrite, went to school, routine, boring... shant go any further... then finally sch ended hahaa.. then went to meet Mr Kong bout pre U sem... Btw i skipped chinese tourism... hahaha getting naughty huh haha but anyway, if u ask me, i am more interested in pre u sem than that chinese tourism thing... its boring... pre U sem so much more fun... Oh then, over at the meeting with Mr Kong, erm i am quite stunned... ahha and a bit guilty actually, well, elaine(my team mate) over the wkend she had found quite a bit of resources, however, all i had done is analysed the questions... i am like WOW thats quite a bit of content... nvm, its a wake up call haha... time to work harder... ahhaa...
Then went strolling around, and coz u know how big is jj, here and there still the same old places... finally went back to council rm... took a peek, only saw yi hao... then well, i dun quite like the atmosphere of the council rm so shant stay in there ahha.. i am sure bro u know why... haha... then do my techniques of integration... i tell u, yrs ago i may like maths... now i hate maths... 2 questions, more than 1/2 hrs... and i stll duno how to do... its crazy... argh.... end up i pack up and go for a stroll, just nice bro also taking a break from squash... so sat with him for a while... enjoy that short period of time i had with him, hey juniors who are reading, really even for ur frenz, if u have time with them, cherish it, in jc, there's really v little time... its like i hardly got time in sch with bro, and this break only like 20 mins and got to carry on with next activity, PE... well thats y pls, u wun have quantity time, but pls make every second counts... spend quality time...
PE... madness... madness... i think coz few wks nv run already, then suddenly do circuit... wah want my life, but i will persevere coz i want my BMT, i dun want IPPT.... every round is really draining... i felt weaker and weaker and weaker, but phew every set i still managed to do it within the expected time frame... but the moment PE ended... i am almost 1/2 dead... walked back to council room, dropped dead... haha...
Well my dear bro was in the rm, together with "holey" siying and aunty kelvin... haha they are going to kill me when they see this haha anyway... well had quite a bit of fun haha... first, bro was expressing his feelings and thoughts by drawing haha... how nice is his drawing??? aiyo my bro leh, of coz beautiful, at least to me... master pieces haha.. but erm aunty kind of have a different frequency, he found it ugly... anyway was recapping with siying some chemistry stuff... quite tickled by the interesting answers that she gave, i think she can write her own chem textbk and we'll see who wld buy it... then allowed kelvin to take over... let our aunty teach haha... then me i juz sat beside bro, and listen to the 'lecture' but i got bored of it eventually, so pulled out my book and started reading... then finally kelvin leave the room for his meeting... then well bro was vvvvv bored, so he started to find something to do, the kid in him was activated... its so funny haha.. he's juz cute lah... haha sound so gayish rite ahha but who cares, i praising my bro, cannot arh, jealous go find urself a bro or a sis to praise... i m proud to have such a handsome and cute bro... pple who are jealous... Hmm... ask God, perhaps He might bless u as He have blessed me... yup yup... i read and laugh at the same time haha, i think i am for a moment some lunatic haha... then bro started to play around with the talkie... haha he really has something against the blacks haha, but v funny haha... i cant help but keep laughing... really funny sia hahaha... Dearest Brother... Love you a whole lot man hahaha...
Well really great, coz i got to spend such quality time with bro, really blessings from God hahaa... and also my tutors, none of them press for homework, if they did Hmm... wonder if i wld survive through today... haha... i certainly wun forget this day... haha...
Remembering On|3/21/2005 09:18:00 PM|
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Hmmm.... Holidays... Are you Sure??? Well i am not... Still tons of work, well only thing that i am sure is that, now i dun have scheduled time table, and no uniform, but does it make much of a difference??? Nah i dont think so... haha.. so skeptical aint i... How can i not be when i am entangled in this bondage of work???
Remembering On|3/17/2005 03:11:00 PM|
Thursday, March 10, 2005
WOW hahaha its been like weeks since i last blogged... Haha i shall give brief summary of what happened in the past weeks...
19- 20 Feb: Worldview Camp
21 Feb: Student Xchange at Canadian International
22 Feb: Student Xchange at ITE Dover + Chemistry SPA
23 Feb: Student Xchange at JJC
24-25 Feb: Normal Life
26 Feb: Preparation of Vision Paper
27 Feb: Worldview Youth Conference
Then back to normal life... Day in day out work work work and more work haha... Very workaholic huh but well haha... yesterday, 9/03/05, well i had my NS medical examinations... Hmmm very good i got pesA, is it good??? Well thanks God for the perfect physical condition, but but but... It also meant i am fit for all departments of SAF, including some shit ones like artillery, infantry and mortar... But i praying hard would get into air in next weeks apititude test... But wherever God leads... i would go... What else Hmm... Erm cant remember so that means nothing really that significant...
Now for today... Well alrite morning meeting... as per norm ahha sian... haha but positivity is impt especially its only the morning, must not let anything spoil my day that easily... chat with bro for a short while haha, then bro kind of engage into a fight with adeline... then siying.. but haha how could i sit aside and do nothing rite haha... how could i miss out the fun hahaha... i picked up the cushion and tossed started fighting with adeline... she said i am very rough.... can you guys believe it??? Haha but i think she's rite, actually i can be very rough when i want to... normally its juz me, too lazy to use strength but when i use, many said i can get pretty violent... haha... then class... then finally school ended... Met bro outside council room, haha then just stick around till he go for squash... haha we chatted quite a while... Then i went to get my lunch pack and eat infront of the j1 amanda while she was working hahaha... sadistic sia... but anyway ahha... then weimin came by and add vinegar... wat do i mean?? well amanda was saying that when she read my blog, she felt that i am a gay... seldom does a guy speak with such affection, well.. wats the big prob??? girls can hug and be close to one another, can i love u, u love me, why guys cant... why whenever guys are close to each other they have to be called gay??? harlow... knock off that idea.... haha guys are also human with feelings and emotions like gals... and i dun see why must we restrict our feelings for some conservative man's ego... yes some may not get used to guys saying things like, " bro, i love you!" but i rather say it now, let others call me gay, than to bottle all up and regret it later that i didnt tell... seriously you wouldnt know what wld happen tml... cherish the moments... if thats really how u feel, dun be ashamed to just express you love for someone... why must love be perversed??? Why must everything of BGR kind of relationship??? Why cant love purely just be love??? Is there a sin for loving your bro?? NO... so why should i care... but of coz weimin just isnt happy bout it... he must add his burning comments... he said last time there was a period i was close to gabriel and chean xiu... those were my ex... i am like wat the... whats the big prob being close with guys... not like we have perverse thoughts like becoming some homosexuals... we are straight so wats the big idea??? and he said now andre... i am like actually quite angry lah... i mean harlow... fine if u want to sae me... but now you want to also add comments about my bros... erm pls... he sounded very slanderous... he even added things like, "arthur forget it, he got gf liao..." i am like anytime would shoot him, "hey, watch what you say! Stop slandering!" and in front of j1... so much for vp anyway... right now i no longer bothers... dont want to waste my energy and breath...
In weimin's perception, me and GCX and gabriel have 'broke up'... who said so??? in the first place we are not steads... me and them, all straight... all non homosexuals and let me emphasise i am an absolute anti homosexual... and till todae i am still in good terms with them... so he can forget it... they are still my bros... but of coz i mean for gab, ya we had alot alot of conflicting viewpoints.... despite all that we are still in gd and friendly terms, i think its very good... i mean many out there end up with great dispute, but we din really end up in hostility, did we??? for GCX, well pls open his eyes bigger... me and him we still chat wat, perhaps just not as often coz, he is bz, i am bz and we seldom meet... somehow... for Andre, well, we started off building it well, and now, to me, its a tougher than a stronghold... but i must say, every thing takes time... it wasnt easy at first when building this relationship(sibling) yup... theres this fear that i might offend him, but apparently we got along quite well and seriously, definitely there are differences but we still get along very well with it still... yup... haha.. it would be so great if he's also my brother by blood, but of coz, i believe God had made it for a purpose... i mean sometimes we kind of took our family members for granted... but now my bro is kind of distance from me(2 ends of jurong west)... and there are days we might not even meet i guess... and i do miss him at times, actually, a lot of times haha... ya... wldnt u when u dont get to see ur family around??? it made the every moment together even precious, and i learn to treasure life more... yup... everything is made for a purpose..
alrite time to go... got work to do.. Blog again soon i hope...
Remembering On|3/10/2005 10:39:00 PM|
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