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Thursday, March 10, 2005
WOW hahaha its been like weeks since i last blogged... Haha i shall give brief summary of what happened in the past weeks...
19- 20 Feb: Worldview Camp
21 Feb: Student Xchange at Canadian International
22 Feb: Student Xchange at ITE Dover + Chemistry SPA
23 Feb: Student Xchange at JJC
24-25 Feb: Normal Life
26 Feb: Preparation of Vision Paper
27 Feb: Worldview Youth Conference
Then back to normal life... Day in day out work work work and more work haha... Very workaholic huh but well haha... yesterday, 9/03/05, well i had my NS medical examinations... Hmmm very good i got pesA, is it good??? Well thanks God for the perfect physical condition, but but but... It also meant i am fit for all departments of SAF, including some shit ones like artillery, infantry and mortar... But i praying hard would get into air in next weeks apititude test... But wherever God leads... i would go... What else Hmm... Erm cant remember so that means nothing really that significant...
Now for today... Well alrite morning meeting... as per norm ahha sian... haha but positivity is impt especially its only the morning, must not let anything spoil my day that easily... chat with bro for a short while haha, then bro kind of engage into a fight with adeline... then siying.. but haha how could i sit aside and do nothing rite haha... how could i miss out the fun hahaha... i picked up the cushion and tossed started fighting with adeline... she said i am very rough.... can you guys believe it??? Haha but i think she's rite, actually i can be very rough when i want to... normally its juz me, too lazy to use strength but when i use, many said i can get pretty violent... haha... then class... then finally school ended... Met bro outside council room, haha then just stick around till he go for squash... haha we chatted quite a while... Then i went to get my lunch pack and eat infront of the j1 amanda while she was working hahaha... sadistic sia... but anyway ahha... then weimin came by and add vinegar... wat do i mean?? well amanda was saying that when she read my blog, she felt that i am a gay... seldom does a guy speak with such affection, well.. wats the big prob??? girls can hug and be close to one another, can i love u, u love me, why guys cant... why whenever guys are close to each other they have to be called gay??? harlow... knock off that idea.... haha guys are also human with feelings and emotions like gals... and i dun see why must we restrict our feelings for some conservative man's ego... yes some may not get used to guys saying things like, " bro, i love you!" but i rather say it now, let others call me gay, than to bottle all up and regret it later that i didnt tell... seriously you wouldnt know what wld happen tml... cherish the moments... if thats really how u feel, dun be ashamed to just express you love for someone... why must love be perversed??? Why must everything of BGR kind of relationship??? Why cant love purely just be love??? Is there a sin for loving your bro?? NO... so why should i care... but of coz weimin just isnt happy bout it... he must add his burning comments... he said last time there was a period i was close to gabriel and chean xiu... those were my ex... i am like wat the... whats the big prob being close with guys... not like we have perverse thoughts like becoming some homosexuals... we are straight so wats the big idea??? and he said now andre... i am like actually quite angry lah... i mean harlow... fine if u want to sae me... but now you want to also add comments about my bros... erm pls... he sounded very slanderous... he even added things like, "arthur forget it, he got gf liao..." i am like anytime would shoot him, "hey, watch what you say! Stop slandering!" and in front of j1... so much for vp anyway... right now i no longer bothers... dont want to waste my energy and breath...
In weimin's perception, me and GCX and gabriel have 'broke up'... who said so??? in the first place we are not steads... me and them, all straight... all non homosexuals and let me emphasise i am an absolute anti homosexual... and till todae i am still in good terms with them... so he can forget it... they are still my bros... but of coz i mean for gab, ya we had alot alot of conflicting viewpoints.... despite all that we are still in gd and friendly terms, i think its very good... i mean many out there end up with great dispute, but we din really end up in hostility, did we??? for GCX, well pls open his eyes bigger... me and him we still chat wat, perhaps just not as often coz, he is bz, i am bz and we seldom meet... somehow... for Andre, well, we started off building it well, and now, to me, its a tougher than a stronghold... but i must say, every thing takes time... it wasnt easy at first when building this relationship(sibling) yup... theres this fear that i might offend him, but apparently we got along quite well and seriously, definitely there are differences but we still get along very well with it still... yup... haha.. it would be so great if he's also my brother by blood, but of coz, i believe God had made it for a purpose... i mean sometimes we kind of took our family members for granted... but now my bro is kind of distance from me(2 ends of jurong west)... and there are days we might not even meet i guess... and i do miss him at times, actually, a lot of times haha... ya... wldnt u when u dont get to see ur family around??? it made the every moment together even precious, and i learn to treasure life more... yup... everything is made for a purpose..
alrite time to go... got work to do.. Blog again soon i hope...
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