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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
1 WEEK....
That's all i have...
That's all i got...
Make it or break it...
It all depend on this 1 week...
Standing by the window,
Staring at the morning light which pierced through the dusky night sky...
How beautiful...
How manificient...
Something that cannot be felt by touch, but by the heart...
Yet, with such immersed power,
That illuminated the whole heavenly sky,
And the pastures, and everything around us which we often took for granted...
As it broke the horizon...
The light declared,
"A New Day!!! A New Day!!!"
But i gloomed,
"A New Day... A New Day..."
It just reminded me that i am nearing my midyears... Guess there's something in life that we can't escape... But i am so extremely unprepared... How am i going to squeeze all those facts, those theories into my head??? i don't have the foldings of Albert Enistein's brain, nor that of some president's scholars...
Took my mug, made myself a cup of tea and off to my table... As i always do, prayed, opened my book "The Gospel according to Jesus" and started reading...
Why am i relying on my own strength???
Why am i letting my flesh take control???
Shouldn't i be disciplining my flesh???
Why am i still lazing around???
Just then, an inspiration came, "The hand of the diligent will rule, But the lazy man will be put to forced labor. - Prov 12:24" No wonder i am worried... No wonder i m anxious... I am no longer ruler my work, but a forced labourer of failure...
At this moment, it seemed as though a second morning light had touched ground... My grounds... Its like the fused light bulb lighting up again...
I am...awakened??
I guess so...
I looked to my pencil, "Pencil, we'll do it, won't we??"
I opened up my math revision exercise book, flipped to vectors... Question one...
My pencil just hovered above it... It just refused to write anything... More like, it didnt know what to write... I stared hard at the question... The question kept calling, "DO ME!!! DO ME!!!" But... but... I can't... i know nuts of what to do... How i hope the hovering of my pencil is equivalent to that of Genesis 1:1... Like how God hovered over the waters... and when He said let there be light... there is light... and He saw it was good... If that's happening to me now... WoWw... midyrs a breeze... Hovering of my pencil, and next let there be the answer... there is answer... and everyone saw it was good... But let's just say be realistic, it will never happen, God won't allow it... He would rather i fail and learn something from it, than to help me and i stay a weak soldier...
" Question... Don't be cocky... I WILL CONQUER YOU... even before the scent of weekend..."
"Midyears... You are NO THREAT... I RULE... You are CONQUERED, OVERCAME!!!"
Remembering On|6/14/2005 12:20:00 AM|
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