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Thursday, June 16, 2005
Day of Enlightenment...
Oooo... So i see... Guess what? Indeed, the excalibur is true... truth prevails...
Today i finally know the whole story behind something, some history... something i was really mad about... Some issue which made me so fuming mad that i no longer can be even 1% diplomatic... that all i would do is scold and send some sarcasms... For many of you who knows me... this is really some issue.. its really not easy to even set a spark in me... but well, something, rather, someone did... Not just a spark, but a worldwide forestfire... it had burned down several, rather a lot of forests... But well, i think its quite a good time to know about it too... if i knew it anywhere earlier... i suppose someone's ears would probably go deaf... Juniors, i am sure you know what i meant... You all heard my lectures before... and probably this same someone might be weeping away....
But well that person is certainly spared from my voice... i wont even nag... i am too tired to grudge anything so i shall not... haha... i wont... I am keeping my peace.... haha it reminded me of... I have peace by the river, i have peace by the river... alrite... bloody crap... Anyway... well, at least i know the truth... At least i know what is that knife which left such a great wound on my back... and i guess why aint i angry now that i know the truth is cause... I kind of expected it?? But back then i didnt want to assume anything.. but now i need not... but a truth... should say, i was hoping i was provened wrong... i am sure you guys know, many a times, i seems to know things... but of course, unless proven i choose to accept it as my assumptions... and i always hope some of my assumptions to be wrong.. but instead, many just became a reality.. Quite saddening actually... Alrite its a gift to be able to kind of predict, or see things beyond the surface, but seriously, sometimes i rather i not see... i rather i am a surface guy who is simple and knows nothing... At times, its really better...
Alrite enough of history..
haha... a very nice day... woke up at 0745 in aghast ahhaha... i am supposed to meet Dawn at 0800... MADNESS!!!! hahaha sorry but i have been quite a pig recently... well i changed, clean up, and grab 2 cheese cake which my mum made along with my files and everything... haha and flew to school... then well saw Dawn... i just went.. oh shit! oh shit! WHY??? cause her head was on the canteen desk.. i was there at 0815... she waited for me till she slept... Nvm... i will wake up early tml hahaha... I HOPE!!! Helped her with chemistry, at the same time read my chem and borrowed bio notes from Amanda and started reading it... Nazerah also there to lighten the mood and made studying quite an enjoyable thing...
Then lunch and all, till now still quite typical... then comes Mr Goh Chean Xiu... seriously, quite a headache... For him, i need to repeat things at least 3 times... Hey people, i know i am naggy and longwinded, but you know what.... With pple like Mr GCX... no wonder i am... pls, understand... i am always repeating things, so much so that i am becoming some old grandfather nagging non stop... haha it was so easy coaching Dawn, though she got tired quite easily... But thats fine... its when you have pple who has so many questions which erm, most of the time due to lack of attentiveness that you just couldnt help it but...
But really a very nice day... its been quite a while since i actually stepped into the council room, and i think quite a while i have chatted with councillors other than my brothers... its very nice... they are very nice people... very fun people... ahha at least Amanda and Naz are... GCX??? alright... nice too... cause without him, i guess i wld still probably be like last time, a person who will never repeats... And a person who will blast easily... Infact juniors, i think if you are working with me now, you would realised that i no longer scold... no longer as sarcastic... Hhaha i think all my JC friends are probably going, huh?? Arthur?? Sarcastic?? He scolds??? Yes i do... very often... and very loud... and certainly, sour and bitter with spices... its that sarcastic... juniors, dont you just agree hahaha...
Theres a longer night to go... I believe its going to be just as great...
Remembering On|6/16/2005 08:59:00 PM|
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