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Saturday, June 18, 2005
Delirious!!!
Well finally my dear Brother Yihao got his long awaited letter... The CPSS letter... CPSS is a computerised pilot selection test(which i kind of flung it, Sigh...)... Finally, he is a step closer to his dreams... He is now so so so happy haha... His dreams of being in the sky.... How beautiful!!! Awww imagine the sky... the clouds... the morning light... the starry sky... My God! What beauty!!!
Well though i would probably never get to fly a plane again... yup, perhaps this lifetime, which is the one and only one... But well its alright... Of course, disappointment does sets in... i really love the sky... But if he gets in, i am equally as happy and i am equally as proud... it really doesnt have to be me flying the plane in order for me to feel proud... yup... i told brother this too... i am waiting for the day when i am in my business class cabin, and over the speaker, a familiar voice saying, "I am Cpt Lim Yi Hao... I would be your pilot for today... Hope you would enjoy the flight with us!" Better still, i am some minister(the prime one?? haha) going overseas for some diplomatic trip, and i think we do have this air force one-like plane specially for the government, and of course only top notch pilots can fly it... and who is that pilot who flies me there??? Of course the top notch pilot, my brother, Lim Yi Hao hahaha... Either of the senarios, i would be so proud to be in that plane, and i know i will definitely smoothly get to my destination... Totally no doubts about it... i am really waiting and anticipating for such a day to come...
"Brother, do well! I know you can... Dreams are for us to catch... I know its your deepest dream, fight for it, catch it... Even virtual can become reality (virtual reality), Dreams will also be a reality... You have a great passion to be a pilot... Dont just let the passion burn it you, but let it burn out of you!!! I am really waiting to sit in your plane, the plane flew by you and see the magnificent sky... (P.S. I only have at most 8 decades to go, pls be quick alright! hahaa)"
Hahah so much for him, yeah cause its such a joyous thing, i definitely must blog about it... But also in mind are also my 2 other brothers... Actually i wanted to post a blog only on my family haha... but i still hunting for the photos... i seldom bring camera so i normal take photos using others' camera, and often i forgot whose camera, so need to hunt...
Back to topic... Well, pilot, thats for Brother Yihao, what about my 2 other dear brothers??? Well Gabriel is currently erm not a parachutist, but nonetheless parachute-d 3 times... Very cool right!! imagine floating in the sky... Coooool... But he has this strong premonition that he will probably get into infantry... Haha... And Andre is looking forward to being an Inspector in the police force... His build is also not bad, actually quite nicely build haha imagine him one day like Vincent Ng in "Heartlanders" that might just be him... I would be so proud to say, " My brother? Oh you mean which one?? That pilot who conquer the blue sky? Or that valour who is going to be driving all our aggressors away with all sorts of ingenious strategies and might?? Or that peacekeeper, who controls the crowd and calms the civilians in time of crisises, when the rest of us are there fighting to protect our borders???"
Incidently, i realised, WHERE AM I??? i am not in the sky, i am not in at the frontline, and i am not going to be a policeman... where am i?? civilian??? Wait haha continue waiting... How can i let all my brothers go fight a war in their different ways and me here with the civilians in some bomb shelter eating maggi mee... Lets just say, yes i really love the sky, but pilot is not my ultimate dream, i mean if i can fly a plane thats great, but if not its alright... In my life so far, there are only 3 things which i am really passionate for and i will work towards it, even if i dont get there, at least near there... haha... No matter what, my dream is to be a doctor, one with healing hands... Apparently now, my grades wont really bring me anywhere near that, but well see... if i dont get to be a doctor, i will still heal, bt of course not by surgery, but by hope, by peace, and by love... I will still heal, the heart and the soul... Not all doctors heal the body... Also i aspire to be one of the ministers, best education or foreign affairs... I dont want to be the president, but Prime Minister, Hmmm haha not a bad idea... haha... Well people around me knows right, i like politics quite alot hahah... but then i normally dont get time to study them... Thats why i also striving to get into 1st choice: medicine, 2nd: double major (political sci + Life sci)... I really wish i could one day, i could be this minister who goes out to the people, to live among the people, and work among the people, listen to the people, and also be in the parliament to fight for the people... One quote by Abraham Lincoln really inspires me...
"Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the Earth. - Lincoln"
I really really like this quote... and i know right now, i am still not very well like by the people to actually meet the section on "by the people" but compared to the past, hey, i am already not as arrogant hahaha... Slowly things will change... yup yup... This is also partly link to my third... a diplomat... i really like the idea of going from country to country, meeting people, in this case officials, discussing on political affairs and strategic alliances... i believe we need deterence, but i believe more on diplomacy... not conducting social studies lessons here, but yes... i believe in solving things through relationship and the words from mouth, in other words, peace talks... sound like woodrow wilson huh haha... actually his 14-points are not really bad, to some extent i felt noble but too idealistic thats all... but at least the motivation is there... I dont like violence... haha... Yup yup...
So Brothers i shall leave the aerospace, the borders and the heartland to you guys, me i shall be part of the strategic alliances, helping with foreign affairs and the peace talks, all the diplomatic talks... We will fight the war... Eh quite a good mix arh haha... we have deterence and diplomacy... Oh we are missing in the seas... Air land no seas... oh nvm someone else will do it... get weijie!! ahhaha no heights, no dogs, no ants hahahaha... Let him hear this, he's going to kill me man haha...
Right now all these seems like some mere words, but we may never know it might just be a reality in time to come... the keyword here is: Anticipate....
Brothers love you all a whole lots man!!! hahaha... And one person who like totally out of the picture... Dawn you too hahaha... dont jealous, i never forget you haha...
Remembering On|6/18/2005 09:58:00 PM|
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