This song by Delirious... Majesty(Here I am)...
I cant help but to be touched by the song...
Emotions just ran through...
Today's quite a fine day, i am really glad i got to catch up with some people... these daes i m always catching my paper not people... but today i managed to once again talk to my dear big brother who is now in army... haha Really glad to hear that Chang is doing well... He's juz back from taiwan, coincidently Dn Raj was mentioning about how polluted that place was... haha poluted in the sense that there are lots of temptations there, nightclubs and what have you... but haha i am so glad and so proud of my big bro here.. always as upright and righteous in the Lord... At first he told me that the tour guide didnt bring them to those areas... and you all know me haha always as playful, i juz kid with him asking, " so? sign of relief or disappointment?" and of course he chose relief... haha he is so happy that they were not brought to those areas... and i am so glad too... Thank God! haha... had a nice chat with him after like weeks since i last got to chat with him... haha...
Haha, also today something striked me... Out of sudden, i felt i m actually quite blessed haha.. i have all 'sorts' of pple around me... rather all walks of life around me... i have frenz who are preparing to live in some mountains in tibet, some businesswoman who dun really know how to even start a business haha... then erm... entrepreneur to be who keeps day to nite thinking of being a millionaire.... wat else... oh a dietician, who nv stop nagging me to eat healthy food and less meat.... civil defence madame... policewoman... taekwondo instructor... housewife... tai tai... boss of contractor company... oh also jay chou wannabe... chinese teacher... cant remb wat else ahaha...
What about my bros and sis?? i have bros who preparing to be pilot, commandos, policeman, journalist(i believe he is going to be a great one, his writings are WOW ahha if you would charismatic), doctor... sis who are wants to be researcher, occupation therapist or watever u call that haha... lawyer and even one who is currently still hanging in mid air....
Well just when i hope the night would be filled with more great news... well alright i got a 'great' news... great bt not in the positive sense... its about my juniors... though i often scolded them when they were younger and these days though i no longer scold, not so gd for my blood pressure ahha... but i still nag a lot... you guys know i do care quite a bit for my juniors... well, Jason resigned from council... of coz i hope the best for my juniors and best if all rise up as leaders... i m glad xiuming is in nj and now sinkuan in jj... Jason may have resigned, but i only have this to say, resigned or not, he is still my junior, doesnt mean that cause he is not in council he is not my junior, he still is and will stay as one... he may not be recognised as a leader in council, but he has to pick up from where he had fallen, and move on... no big deal losing the title in council... not all leaders are recognised by ranks or titles, he has his life to live... he has the power to choose to be a leader of his life, or to be a follower of crowds... theres so much i can say, its up to him to choose...
Another thing came to my mind... thats having to complete my council term... if one should ask me, do you consider yourself to have serve well?? i would say no... i m not really such a good councillor... in fact, very much i failed as one... i seriously have been thinking, as a councillor for 1 yr, what have i done for the students?? apparently nothing... so what have i been doing all these while?? actually, i have no idea... talking about getting that award in speech day??? haha well i dont even have the slightest thought of it... in fact i am not even pinning of getting that award, cause i already had gottened mine... i have not been such a great team player... and quite a reformist, a rebel haha... haha always going for reforms in everywhere i go... but i have got the best award i could ever have... through these council term... i m blessed with such 2 great and dear bros, Andre and Chang... and also one i cant possibly forget rite haha dear Dawn haha... these blessings are like some of the best award i can ever receive haha... Apart from th 3 what about yihao and gab?? well they are very dear too... haha but well somehow we didnt really went deeper... we seldom talk to each other... but sometimes haha quite interesting some people can be dear to someone else without having to do much... what about the rest??? do i not care??? Nah hahah if i list all... this entry will never end haha... so of course i list only the apex...
Actually yester-nite, well i have been reflecting about something too... talking about my life being smooth sailing... Nah not a single bit... but if i have not, will i be appreciative of what i have??? i am quite surprise myself with what i said hahaa.. i suddenly was inspired with this phrase... If theres no sin, do we know whats grace?? indeed... scenes from the documentary Hiroshima still lingers in my mind... the scene of the soldier vaporised by the heat created by the A-bomb... its really so brutal, so cruel... almost cried seeing those pple crawling, burnt... sometimes i wonder is there such a need for a war... those pple were just civilians... but for their leaders error, they paid their lives... some dont even get to be buried, they just became carbon... some worse still disappeared... Yet these are the stories which made us blessed, which teaches us the value of life...
Appreciate what is around us, cherish what we have... while we are striving for excellence, lets never forget people ard us... not just the people, but also the beautiful scenes and creatures... all made perfect and beautiful... none of us knows what future holds for us... but one thing for sure, i know its laid and perfectly planned well... it had been and it will continue to be...
haha funny to put it here, but well...
60 years since WWII..
somethings will never be forgottened...
but there will always be forgiveness as long as the confession and repentance is true...